February 2012
29 posts
I looked too much at what was good. Maybe I should remember what sucked. It sucked. And it makes me laugh. It makes me realize maybe I’m lucky. Maybe I’m out of this. Maybe I can move on to something new.
I tried and I failed, but god fucking damn it, she’s cold. Maybe it was just the old her, and I forgot how she could be. Maybe it is because she made me think that there was hope. She said there was. She called back. She promised. She made me remember. She just says I’m sorry as an excuse? Fucking serious? If you don’t love me, then say it. But don’t say how you just...
Go Fuck Yourself.
How could I go from so happy to so sad in such a short manner?
Listen
I feel nothing.
Nothing can campare to losing to someone. In sports, in a game, in love. I lost today. I lost today by a lot. I needed some magic. I changed everything that I would do. I “fought” for someone, and that only made it worse. Nothing I do makes sense. I’ll rethink everything, but this is hard to swallow. Only two days ago, I felt like I was on top of the world. Happiest I’ve...
June 2011
3 posts
Why are you so cute and you not here. I miss you. You’re my wonderwall.
I refuse to deal with this anymore. You decided that it’s more important to have one douchbag friend than the one you’ve had for 10 months. K. This was never going to work. Because you expect me to sit on the sidelines and be okay with it? You’re retarded. I hope he’s worth it cause you fucked it up. Again. You chose him over me. Ha. Great choice.
What the fuck is the point anymore? You can’t stand me, you can’t “deal” with me, and its fucking retarded. Can you feel anything that I do anymore? Can you notice when I do and don’t like things? I guess we’re too different. I guess you never viewed me seriously. Pushed around. No point to anything.
April 2011
1 post
why can’t anything work anymore? :/ life is just a mess. Save me from this disaster.
March 2011
4 posts
Everything that goes wrong has gone wrong. Well, not true. I was teased the promise of what I wanted, but its still just a tease. False hope fucking sucks.
Sleep is the only way to make time fly faster until I see you.
I have had just about enough
You have to see this. The 100% I put into you. Don’t say you can’t because I’ve done everything I can. Its still not enough.
January 2011
11 posts
Why should i bother? You don’t care. You only see my faults. Wish I could always come back for you. Honestly. But I can’t.
I need you.
Get me the fuck out of here.
Regret what i did. Regret what I said. But after all the dust, I’m still here. Waiting for you.
Mon Amour
After 5 months, I’m still in shock. She still makes me feel like I’m 10. In my own little world. In love. With her Happy 5months boo<3
When i needed you, you came through. Just be here forever<3
Relationships
You know you’re in a relationship when you can call her friends, our friends. When you see other relationships starting after and ending before yours. When they start calling your parents by their first name. When they can sleep over anytime they want. When people mention the both of you as they. When everything just revolves around her. I want this.
December 2010
12 posts
IF YOU”RE READING THIS,I’M NOT GAY. BUT I LUH YOU. DUH
